Finally! A TRUE quiz!!

Heaven: You are a true angel. You are destined tomove on to a place where there is no evil, justpeople as beautiful and pure as you. Gracefuland classy, an angel like you has wonderfulthings ahead! (please rate my quiz) **Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics) brought to you by Quizilla

Finally! A TRUE quiz!!

Heaven: You are a true angel. You are destined tomove on to a place where there is no evil, justpeople as beautiful and pure as you. Gracefuland classy, an angel like you has wonderfulthings ahead! (please rate my quiz) **Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics) brought to you by Quizilla

Congratula...

Congratulations! You're Merry! Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you? brought to you by Quizilla

not true, but still fun....

'Complete Psycho' PLEASE VOTE!!! What Type of Lunatic are You? (With Cool Pics!!) brought to you by Quizilla

I'm bored so I'm doing a bunch of quizes :)

You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is reallyshy, but don't let that fool you. He is reallyoutgoing and sweet with those he loves and willbe loyal to them for the rest of his life.Congrats!! Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!) brought to you by Quizilla

YAY!!! I'm a total 80's song NUT! ! My score was 136. What's yours?

Cramps!!!!

Man!! I have the depo shot as my birth control so I'm not supposed to be bleeding ever, or having period cramps ever, but DAMN!!!! Today I've got the worst period cramps OF MY LIFE!! They come in stabbing waves and I just want to crawl into a ball and DIE! Then I do some breathing things and they go away. And then come back again. VERY weird, this stuff. Maybe it's got something to do with this flu I have? *shrugs* I dunno. I'm still reading the Breastfeeding book - it's so interesting but I probably SHOULD stop reading it because it makes me ache to have a baby even more. I'm sure Jason is probably cringing when he's reading this *laugh* That reminds me - I need to have the discussion with him on when EXACTLY we want to start trying. I know I could just get pregnant and dump that on him, and he'd be okay, but I don't want to manipulate him like that. I know he wants to wait until we're stable and own our own home and stuff, but what if we never do? Having children is something I DEFINETLY want to do - and I'd like to do it soon(ish) so that my kids have some cousins that are somewhat similar ages to them (Jessie's baby, and my brother's kids). Speaking of THAT!! Nikki, my brother's girlfriend (whom I REALLY like) wants to have another baby with Matt. While I admit that it would be cool for Rogue to have a cousin her own age, it seems weird for them to have another baby. They fight SO DAMN MUCH, but I think my brother actually likes it that way. And Nikki just laughs at him (one more thing I like about her).... well, I guess we'll see.

One Word (deaf)

Sometimes I feel like my mother is deaf when I'm talking to her about our problems. She acts like she's hearing me, but she just doesn't get the content. I feel like I can never talk to her about anything important, because I pour out my soul to her, and she doesn't even hear it. I'm tired of having a surface relationship with a non deaf-deaf mother.

Back at work

Well, I'm back at work tonight even though I'm not feeling 100%. My voice is still a bit grainy and I'm feeling pretty dizzy, but I'm mostly okay. Oh, and my nose is even MORE of a snot factory than it usually is. But my voice sounds a LOT better. You can ask Beaniesue - she's got the hard evidence of how BAD I sounded on Tuesday. I had to say everything over like 2 or 3 times on her answering machine, so that she could understand what the fuck I was saying. Needless to say, we didn't go on our lil' date. But we'll hang out sometime when I'm feeling better and stuff. Lets see - what else is new? My house is a pit. It's just so hard to keep it clean when I'm sleeping all day and feeling like total shit. Maybe I'll feel better Sunday/Monday when I have the day off - then I can clean that day. I'll still sleep the WHOLE day tomorrow if my body will let me. I'm going to have Jason put up the HEAVY blanket over the window - the one that makes me violently oversleep - in an effort to do just that.My good friend Scott gave Jason and I $10 gift certificates to Barnes and Noble for Christmas (reminding me that I still need to give him his gift!!! ACK!!) and I got the La Leche League's book "The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding". Interesting read. Damn, these motherly urges are BAD sometimes. I really want a kid, but I really want to enjoy SOME time with Jason as a married couple, before we have kids. At least no kids in 2004. At least no kids in 2004. At least no kids in 2004. *keeps repeating that*

Sick

So I am now officially sick. I wondered yesterday if I was, or if I'd just eaten too many postatios (sp?). My throat was sore, but I thought maybe it was just from the salt from the nuts I ate on the drive home (the long drive home) from my mother's. Nope. It's the flu. Coughing up green stuff, upset stomach, diarhhea (sp?), headache from HELL, sore throat, the whole damn bit. Good thing I have off Tuesday and Wednesday - I can get plenty of fluids and plenty of rest. I want(ed) to hang out with Bean on Wednesday, but it's looking like that won't be able to happen. I don't think I'll be fun when I'm sick, and I also don't want to get HER sick. Lord knows she was sick enough for a while there - I don't want to start that process over again. And I brought this on myself. I totally knew Jason had this, yet I kissed and loved on him anyway. I just love him so much that I can't keep my hands off him!! So I'm trying my best not to bitch too much about being sick - just drink my o.j., eat my chicken noodle soup (with dumplings!), and sleep sleep sleep. That's my plan for these next few days. On the upside, my voice is all grainy and HELLAH sexy. I could work for a 1-800-sex number :) I'm at work tonight with Ardi - we've got one hard patient and one not so hard one. No computer to watch sex and the city on yet :( I haven't had the guts to go to Best Buy to try to deal with that bullshit yet. I need to, and soon, but I just don't want to NOW. I think tomorrow, when I call to see how much remote start is, I'll ask them if the warentee would cover my problem, without giving my name. Then maybe if it WON'T, I can make something else up that WILL be covered. That's the hope anyway. But first, sleep.

Friday Five on a Tuesday

What one thing are you most looking forward to . . .1. ...today?Sleep. LOTS of SLEEP! 2. ...over the next week?Getting over this flu. 3. ...this year?My wedding to the most kind, sensitive, loving man on the PLANET. 4. ...over the next five years?Buying a house, having a happy marriage, and possibly having a kid or 2. 5. ...for the rest of your life?A successful marriage, and keeping touch with my good friends (Arron, Audra, Bean, Kristen, Scott). Also, raising my kids right so they aren't disfunctional - harder than it shounds when you were raised disfunctionally.

Yesterday

Yesterday was a weird day. I was supposed to go up to my mom's house and help her move into her new apartment. It turns out I was supposed to bring something up for Matt, but Jason was sick in the morning and I forgot it. When we got to Matt's house, he was pissed off and started yelling. So we ended up going to my aunt Laura's house instead. That was fun - got to see Laura, Michelle, and Jessica (who is pregnant!!!) and Mike gave me a nice sized gift. And I didn't have to lift anything heavy. Good day, I guess. :)

Home...

Home safe. Shitty roads. That is all.

Yay! ...

Yay! The world can kiss my ass!!congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happybunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.You must be so proud which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla

Beanie is fine :)

Whew! ! I'm glad my dear Beanie is okay :) I just get kinda freaked out when I have a bad dream about someone, and then either something bad happens to them, or you think something might have. I'm glad she's okay :) And I get to see her tomorrow!!And my laundry is done!! Yay!

A tad worried

I'm a tad worried about my Cute Lil' Beaniesue because nobody's heard from her all day, and we were supposed to go to brunch and stuffie. I'm not mad or anything, but I had a bad dream about her and I'm worried. I hope everything's alright. I'm going to go up there now to see if she's home. If she's home and just avoiding people, that's totally fine. I can 100% respect that - I just want to make sure she's okay. She hasn't called, and nobody answers the phone. It's just not like Beanie to drop off the face of the earth so .... worried Heather. BUT!!! That'll make me a TOTALLY HAPPY HEATHER when I find out she's fine, which I surely will.