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I'm bored so I'm doing a bunch of quizes :)

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YAY!!! I'm a total 80's song NUT! ! My score was 136. What's yours?

Cramps!!!!

Man!! I have the depo shot as my birth control so I'm not supposed to be bleeding ever, or having period cramps ever, but DAMN!!!! Today I've got the worst period cramps OF MY LIFE!! They come in stabbing waves and I just want to crawl into a ball and DIE! Then I do some breathing things and they go away. And then come back again. VERY weird, this stuff. Maybe it's got something to do with this flu I have? *shrugs* I dunno. I'm still reading the Breastfeeding book - it's so interesting but I probably SHOULD stop reading it because it makes me ache to have a baby even more. I'm sure Jason is probably cringing when he's reading this *laugh* That reminds me - I need to have the discussion with him on when EXACTLY we want to start trying. I know I could just get pregnant and dump that on him, and he'd be okay, but I don't want to manipulate him like that. I know he wants to wait until we're stable and own our own home and stuff, but what if we never do? Having children is something I DEFINETLY want to do - and I'd like to do it soon(ish) so that my kids have some cousins that are somewhat similar ages to them (Jessie's baby, and my brother's kids). Speaking of THAT!! Nikki, my brother's girlfriend (whom I REALLY like) wants to have another baby with Matt. While I admit that it would be cool for Rogue to have a cousin her own age, it seems weird for them to have another baby. They fight SO DAMN MUCH, but I think my brother actually likes it that way. And Nikki just laughs at him (one more thing I like about her).... well, I guess we'll see.

One Word (deaf)

Sometimes I feel like my mother is deaf when I'm talking to her about our problems. She acts like she's hearing me, but she just doesn't get the content. I feel like I can never talk to her about anything important, because I pour out my soul to her, and she doesn't even hear it. I'm tired of having a surface relationship with a non deaf-deaf mother.

Back at work

Well, I'm back at work tonight even though I'm not feeling 100%. My voice is still a bit grainy and I'm feeling pretty dizzy, but I'm mostly okay. Oh, and my nose is even MORE of a snot factory than it usually is. But my voice sounds a LOT better. You can ask Beaniesue - she's got the hard evidence of how BAD I sounded on Tuesday. I had to say everything over like 2 or 3 times on her answering machine, so that she could understand what the fuck I was saying. Needless to say, we didn't go on our lil' date. But we'll hang out sometime when I'm feeling better and stuff. Lets see - what else is new? My house is a pit. It's just so hard to keep it clean when I'm sleeping all day and feeling like total shit. Maybe I'll feel better Sunday/Monday when I have the day off - then I can clean that day. I'll still sleep the WHOLE day tomorrow if my body will let me. I'm going to have Jason put up the HEAVY blanket over the window - the one that makes me violently oversleep - in an effort to do just that.My good friend Scott gave Jason and I $10 gift certificates to Barnes and Noble for Christmas (reminding me that I still need to give him his gift!!! ACK!!) and I got the La Leche League's book "The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding". Interesting read. Damn, these motherly urges are BAD sometimes. I really want a kid, but I really want to enjoy SOME time with Jason as a married couple, before we have kids. At least no kids in 2004. At least no kids in 2004. At least no kids in 2004. *keeps repeating that*